我原本以为，埃里克·侯麦（Éric Rohmer）的《冬天的故事》（Conte d’hiver, 1992）最终会让我思考爱情中的忠贞、偶然性，也许再加上一点神学。然而实际发生的却完全不是这样：我发现自己不断地在与菲莉茜（Félicie）争论，一会儿替她辩护，一会儿又批评她；重新回到剧本以后，我又不得不修正自己先前的一些批评；我开始追问，她所谓的“信”究竟是不是真正意义上的信仰；而到最后，比起夏尔（Charles）那场近乎奇迹般的归来，我反而对洛伊克（Loïc）产生了更大的兴趣。这部电影在我的理解中变得越来越丰富，恰恰不是因为我逐渐找到了一套能够解释一切的答案，而是因为我最初提出的一个又一个解释，在重新面对时间顺序、对白、人物行动和后果时相继失效，而每一次失效都迫使我看见此前没有注意到的东西。
I expected Éric Rohmer’s Conte d’hiver (A Tale of Winter, 1992) to leave me thinking about romantic fidelity, chance, and perhaps a little theology. Instead, I ended up arguing with Félicie, defending her, criticizing her again, correcting some of my own criticisms after returning to the screenplay, questioning whether her “faith” is really faith, and finally becoming much more interested in Loïc than in the miraculous return of Charles. The film grew richer every time one of my…
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医学说明：本文仅用于一般性教育、残障意识普及以及帮助机构理解相关问题，不提供医疗建议、诊断、急救指示或个体化治疗建议。阿狄森病与肾上腺危象应依据患者个人的临床方案，并在专业医疗人员指导下进行管理。肾上腺危象属于医疗急症，需要立即治疗并紧急就医（NICE, 2024）。
关于阿狄森病，一个最危险的误解，往往恰恰始于一种看似令人安心的现象：一个人可能看起来完全健康。他们可以无需帮助地走进大学办公室，参加研讨课，正常交谈，旅行、工作、运动、谈笑，看起来与房间里的任何其他人没有区别。观察者很容易把这种外在表现转化成一个医学结论：这个人看起来很健康，因此病情不可能有多严重。
Nota medica: Questo articolo ha finalità esclusivamente informative, di sensibilizzazione sulla disabilità e di comprensione da parte delle istituzioni. Non fornisce consulenza medica, diagnosi, istruzioni di emergenza né raccomandazioni terapeutiche personalizzate. La malattia di Addison e la crisi surrenalica devono essere gestite secondo il piano clinico individuale del paziente e sotto la guida di professionisti sanitari. La crisi surrenalica è un’emergenza medica e richiede un trattamento immediato e un’assistenza medica urgente (NICE, 2024).
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Medical note: This article is intended for general education, disability awareness and institutional understanding. It does not provide medical advice, diagnosis, emergency instructions or individualized treatment recommendations. Addison’s disease and adrenal crisis require management according to the individual patient’s clinical plan and professional medical guidance. Adrenal crisis is a medical emergency and requires immediate treatment and urgent medical care (NICE, 2024).
One of the most dangerous misunderstandings about Addison’s disease begins with something apparently reassuring: a person may…
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Medical note: This essay uses Addison’s disease and adrenal crisis as a systems-level analogy for thinking about computer failure. It is intended only as conceptual and educational discussion. It is not medical advice, diagnosis, or a treatment guide. Adrenal crisis is a potentially life-threatening medical emergency; suspected adrenal crisis requires urgent medical assessment and treatment according to established emergency guidance and the individual patient’s clinical plan (National Institute for Health and Care Excellence [NICE], 2024; Bornstein et al.,…
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I was not looking for an interesting systems failure. I was expecting a boring one.
On August 16, 2026, I received an UptimeRobot notification saying that one of my WordPress sites had gone down. This was running on a very small Scaleway VPS, and my first thought was almost automatic: the disk was probably full again. I had seen that kind of problem before. UpdraftPlus could leave backup archives on a small root filesystem, free space would disappear, WordPress would…
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